The Unconscious

There comes a time in one's life, better yet I've come to a point in my life where I could no longer ignore the evident. For too long I had dreams, for too long I thought I could do what I put my mind to, for too long I felt like I "lived" all the while I ignored what laid so actively within me. Do not misunderstand, I still dream, I know I can do that which I put my mind to, but today I made a conscious choice to finally listen to what was happening inside of me and then, do something about it.

The unconscious can be a scary place; there are thing you know, but don't know that you know that can impact not who you've become, rather who you've become comfortable being. It is a human quality to be perturbed by the "unknown", by mystery, by change, though it is the length of perturbation that varies per individual. Either way I don't want to digress into irrelevant tangents; the point to this entry is simply to bring to the forefront, even the mere idea of self exploration. Do not stop at the point that makes you feel bright, go to places unbeknown to you, to dark places and once there open up a window and sit for a while. You'll be surprised at your purest form and the metamorphosis that will transpire. Then don't just live, actually live.